Recently had an infection. It got so damn bad that I nearly had to go to the hospital.
Of course, I'm on medication again.
Taking a look back, I realised I visited the doctor's a lot of times this year. ((Which is bad, duh ))
A few times back was because of my skin allergy.
Then, gastric pain.
And then now, infection.
It was so painful that I cried HAHAHA really. It was so damn painful and bloody, my friend was so scared but she gave her hand for me to grab and scream..
Today, because I always have to apply medicine on the infected area and always have to swallow huge tablets (argh ) , Oh shit did I say that the infected area is on my ear??? So I can't see my ear and I can't apply the med on my own so my friend had to lend a hand. Today, someone applied the Med on the area. It didn't hurt as much as before, but on the contrary, it was ITCHY. BUT IF I SCRATCH IT THE WOUND WILL GET WORSE.
you may think being infected on the ear is a small issue, but I think I risked my life for it omg. The doctor applauded me for being brave! ((Bhb))
for the first time, I felt people caring for me, showing me love. I used to think I've always been outcasted.
But today, they took great care of me and honestly I was thankful for being sick, to be able to see their thoughtfulness towards me. But on the other hand, no I hate being sick. I hate medicine. I can take 30mins just to swallow a pill.
Thank you God, for giving me such wonderful friends.
