school / hhn5

Hi guys! :) School just resumed for me, and I'm still trying to get used to it because 1) there are new modules and i can sense a challenging semester coming up ( pray that I dont die in this sem HAHA)

2) I'm still trying to balance school and play T.T

3) challenging semester equals to lesser sleep GOD BLESS ME.

WELL at least I had a good end to my holidays as I went hhn5 and yep it was fun as usual! although i cant feel my legs for 2 days after that. HAHAHA

DIDNT TOOK MUCH PICS SORRY BUT I HAD LOADS OF FUN!! TILL NEXT TIME~

5 Oct !!!

Hey my lovely readers IM BACK HERE ONCE AGAIN HOHO. HOW HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN? :D

Well, it's still going great for me. Anyways, this post will just be about my close friend's birthday huehue. Sorry I'm a few days late posting here but better late than never right HAHA.

A slight introduction, he's a great friend of mine, and we get along quite well I guess! :) His personality... hm he's ALITTLE crazy at times (thought about how he spilled water on the vip table cloth at work and still can blow the water then act like nothing happened when we just met not long that time HAHAHAHA), he's humorous HAHAHA and he's my laoda ( which kinda means leader ) because he has a great personality and is warm hearted to people around him! It's my pleasure to have met him, and of course along with the rest too! ^^

On 5th October, this retard's birthday, I went down to their school to like surprise him? Aizam prepared a cake and his sister, mother, and shenhorng and weiting were waiting at the stadium there HAHAHA. (right about before his class ended?) then we were waiting for the other two to arrive so we could surprise weijian! (they were really late that Aizam had to keep dragging time to distract Weijian HAHAHAH) At last, they came and we surprised laoda and he was really embarrassed because many people were looking HAHAHAHA his face was like red though. Then we gave our presents and then he got cake smashed on his face! FML HAHAHAHAHA I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING AT THAT SCENE THOUGH :') We then invaded his house~ and continue the birthday bash HAHAHAAHAHAHA! They were crazily retarded I swear AHAHA. After that we spent the rest of the day at Changi Airport being retarded kids playing with the trolley HAHAHA! Alright, enough of me being long winded, here are some pictures! :)

Fun day we had heheh. Thank you retards :') you guys are the best.

I hate me at times.

I get jealous too easily, and I hate that about myself.

I care way too much, and I hate that about myself.

I have no talents, and I hate that about myself.

I get frightened really easily, and I hate that about myself.

I always felt that I'm not good enough, and I hate that about myself.

I have always felt inferior about myself, that I don't have any talents, or strengths, or anything I have achieved to be proud of. and I hate that about myself.

Sometimes I do wonder why do I even exist aha it's like I don't even have anything to flaunt about myself, like something about myself I should be proud of HAAHAHA (my english is so bad idk how to phrase this ohgod) but ya la sometimes I feel like I exist like purely for the people around me lor HAHA I really don't have anything I'm proud of, that's why I always felt that I'm never good enough aha anybody feel me?

Maybe it's just me, I'm the only person on this planet without any capabilities. Sometimes I envied how people do stuff so easily but it's just so tedious for me. Maybe I'm just dumb, or not good enough. and I hate that about myself.

Life's been great

Hey guys! In case you missed my posts, I'm back HAHAHAHA just kidding love y'all ok HAHA.

Well honestly, life couldn't have been better as I've just been meeting my favorite people really often this hols. OKAY I WILL JUST KEEP YOU UPDATED WHAT I ROUGHLY DID FOR THE PAST HALF MONTH EVER SINCE THE LAST POST ;)

well I just kept working consecutively, partly because I have nothing better to do at home & partly because every time I look at my bank account I need tissue ): and on the 21st I went to get the preparations for his birthday present HAHAH and I met him and weiting later that day for bowling. Although I barely bowled because I was feeling down for some reason and I just felt like I seriously have the best boyfriend in the world :') He was quite worried la HAHAH tbh I dont really know what happened but he was feeling quite upset because I hid in the toilet for almost an hour... 胆小惠琪 :( but I felt much better afterwards because he kept giving me constant assurance hehe I FEEL THE LOVE YO -shy- and 24,25,26 I just kept working again HAHA for some early childhood event (?) was feeling lethargic for one of the days though as I only slept 4h and the shift is freaking in the morning HAHAHAIS. so after work on the 26th, we went bugis to walk walk and all HAHAHA and I called some friends about the birthday outing huehue!

AND THE 27TH WAS THE DEAR BOY'S BIRTHDAY HAHAHAHAHA. OK SO I WENT TO HIS PLACE DOWNSTAIRS AROUND 11AM CARRYING A HUGE ASS BOARD AND HIS BIRTHDAY CAKE (it was slightly weird because you just imagine the amount of stares I got on the bus HAHAHAHA), and then I called him when I reached, then I was like rushing him because the candle was gonna burn out HAHAAHHA (I finally learnt how to use a lighter omg #caveman) and then he made a wish and ya HAHAHAHA then he went up to change to stylish clothes winkwink HAHAHAHA! OK I FAST FORWARD we met up with the rest at vivo and we went to the pet shop looking at cute lil pets heheheh and TOYSRUS (NOW TELL ME WHO GOES TO A TOY STORE ON THEIR 17TH BIRTHDAY) WE SPENT QUITE SOME TIME JUST IN THE TOY STORE PLAYING LIKE LITTLE KIDS HAHAAHAH LOVE ALL OF THEM NEVERTHELESS. ALRIGHT, AND THEN WE WENT TO SOUTHERN RIDGES AND TOOK A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG WALK AND THEN WE WENT QUEENSWAY FOR DINNER AND IKEA TO LOOK AT FURNITURE FOR OUR NEW SHARED HOUSE. (JKJK WE WENT THERE FOR AIRCON AND ICECREAM HAHAHAHA ) ALRIGHT I WILL LET PICTURES SPEAK.

then moving on~ On the 28th, we went to adventure cove HAHAAHHA this one no need elaborate right confirm fun one HAHAHAHHA just that we didnt took much photos because it rained later at night ): Quite fun la playing with water would love to visit there again! I I felt really sad because I couldn't swim though ): HUGE SIGH if only I have talents )))): AHAHAHA then on 29,30sept,1st oct just kept working again lor HAHAHA work was quite fun because I get to see my favorite bunch of people although they behave like autistic kids HAHAHA but I still love you all HAHAHAHAH thanks for making my life much more joyous ya! ；）

so ya that's about it. sorry if my life is boring but HAHAAH I hope u had fun reading! ^^