Accepting our differences

Alright guys, i'm sorry for the long hiatus on this humble space of mine. I'm not sure if anyone even reads here anymore but yeah.
Well today, I'm gonna talk about this special person. yeah, it is my boyfriend. (WARNING: please exit this page if u dont want to cringe all over HAHAHAHA) I wont really touch on how we met and all, it's quite a complicated and dramatic story & I'm afraid most of you all won't stay reading till the end.
I wanna talk about how different we are. However, despite our many differences, we're still very much in love. As for me, I really do have strong feelings for him. Well, I have been hurt too much & when I came across such an amazing guy and I just couldn't stop thinking about him.
pretty shy to say this, but yeah I was the one that had feelings for him first. He's great! I mean, who wouldn't like him man. Good looking, sporty, friendly and definitely a caring & protective boyfriend. I still remember all those times where I tried to text him and like y'know, get closer to him. I still remember how nervous i got every single damn time i knew he was like joining the meetup with our friends. I still remember every single outing we had. I remember a lot, although my memory is like shit HAHAH but he hold great importance to me so... yeah :)
We came a long long long looooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng way. I'm really delightful that we're still together now after so many ups and downs. but...................
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we're very different! ( WHY HAVE I NOT GET TO THE MAIN POINT YET. JUST WANTED TO INTRO AND IT BECAME SO LONG.) I will just name a few that i can remember HAHAHAHA. I used to mind a lot, like oh, we're so different, i bet he wouldn't even like me. But I'm fine with it now, like i still do notice it, but i guess i came to accept it HAHAH because I always keep in mind, opposites attract ;)
Okay let's start.
1) HE IS SUPER SPORTY, AND IM NOT SPORTY AT ALL. Anyone who knows me will probably know this. I suck at sports.
2) this kinda links to the first one, but i dislike outdoor activities. The last thing on my mind would be outdoor activities. But he likes it. OHWELL.
3) HE LOVES SPICY FOOD AND HE'S NOT A PICKY EATER. As for me..... I'm a very picky eater. I dislike vegetables and I cant really take spicy ><
4) He's a very detailed person and I'm not. Like for example, he can differentiate coca cola and pepsi. As for me... it tastes the same HAHAHAHAAHAHHA
5) THIS IS SO FUNNY BUT HAHAHA. HE CAN COOK BUT I CANT. (gender reverse situation?)
6) He's very smell conscious. idk if this sentence if even makes sense. I'm just like a very suibian suibian person. HAHA like aiya, u got spray or never spray deodorant also the same to me.
7) He always like can speak up & talk to people. I find it very hard for me, like for example, if u were to ask me to ask a salesperson about this product, I'll be like "nonono, i scared" ><
8) He used to keep a lot to himself. I actually open up quite easily once I get close to someone.
You see, we have loads of differences! I guess they dont really matter now. He is already here with me, our love still as strong as ever. I always thought that, since he accepted me, gone through so much shits with me, seen so much of my weak side, but he still stayed. I guess that is what matters the most yeah? :') <3 I'm still so grateful till today, we have grew so close, that we're like bestfriends, we do crazy shits together, and enjoy each other's company so much.
This is for you, happy 300th day. ( we're almost hitting the 1 year mark HOHOHOHOH) and here's to many more years with you. I love you the most.
WITH LOADS OF LOVE,
huiqi. :)

I miss Swiss.

Some of you may know, I'm severely socially awkward.
Well, one of the most obvious one is, I can't maintain eye contact with people I'm not close with. I find it very awkward haha like i'm scared to look at them in the eye or something.
I find it very hard to open up to people I'm not close to. For instance, if i'm very quiet with you, means I dont feel close to you. if I'm close to you, I will be crazy and loud as hell. Probably one of the top reasons I'm so quiet in school now? HAHA i dont feel close to anyone in school. I miss secondary school. I miss the fun there. Funny how I wanted to leave secondary school so much but now I kept wanting to go back. I don't know. In secondary school, I can be myself, and open up to people easier. I can be happy just sticking around in school. Still feeling nostalgic about the good and bad times I had.
Staying back after school just to watch people play basketball. ( because my classroom used to be near to the basketball court) Having so much fun in art class because we could chitchat, blast music, and use phone. ( Swiss dont allow phones) I miss wearing school uniform. Still remember how I always remove all my ear studs, pin up fringe and wear long skirt just for attire check LOL. #guaikia I miss my teachers, constantly reminding us to study, yet our form teacher spends time to play games with us after school. ( games like jenga) I miss pe lessons. They used to be the most fun. I always dreaded them, but now that i have snw in poly, i think i prefer pe lessons in secondary school soooooooooooo much more. After leaving swiss, I came to a realization. I actually love being in swiss a lot. I didnt realize that until I left, and being thrown into a completely new environment. I can't seem to fit in. I do try, though. Being in Swiss made me grow a lot too. I learnt so much. Friendships and all. Although there were so many hard times I faced, but I got through it, and moved on. This helped me to be stronger, and learn to stand up for myself. Yes, I miss Swiss. So much.
And I wish............. i have a time machine, and rethink my choices.
sorry if this post sounded so emo, just wanna share my thoughts.
Thanks for reading, have a pleasant day ahead! :)